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Gemini By Nature
I know you wish you could love me right
But baby you dont know how
I lost myself in you
Forsaking God and all others
Just to be close enough to catch your scent
Sacrificed my body
For you to treat it as you please
bruised insides
raw bleeding knees
All of these things
I did because you said I was beautiful
Scorpios
Them things are dangerous
I wished you could love me right
I tried to stick around
waiting for a change
But see boys
that grow up to be dogs
Dont learn new tricks
I wasted my time
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Gemini By Nature
Sometimes I inhale
to escape my reality
knowing if I continue
That I will become just another faceless
casualty
But still I puff
and still I choke
loosing the feeling of faith
loosing the feeling of hope
life passing me by with the rising smoke
Dreams drift away
with each drag from the roach
Blazing...burning....choking
Herbs...cancer....smoking
I don't know how it started
but I know how this story ends
taken out by a rolled up friend
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Gemini By Nature
Hand in Hand
Baby we stand together
Despite the world's hidden hate
If should fall so will I
We are destined to have the same fate
People are always going to talk
And there is nothing we can do
I could care less
The only trust I need is from you
Love we stand together
With all trials beneath our feet
My steps are isync with yours
For it's the same goal we seek
You have helped me put my past behind me
And eased my mind
Helped me get over things
That I thought could only heal with time
Baby we stand together
Despite my past and yours
You are the only one
That my heart adores
I'll put no one before you
And let no one come before me
My vow has to be more than words
I have to make you see, that
Love we stand together
And though we are hand and hand
You lead me
I'll let you be the man
You are my heart
You make me complete
Together we make a pair
That can't be beat
Baby we belong together
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Gemini By Nature
I inhale deep
taking in the reality of my life
.....of my mistakes
....of my regrets
you know the
"what i should have dones"
and the
"if onlys"
I wonder what life would be like
if i had only taken that chance
i exhale
Everything that is not of me
that has been poisoning my body for so long
not caring that i never lived up
to their image of me
I am finally comfortable in my own skin
I am learning to
Inhale
and
Exhale
I am Breathing
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Gemini By Nature
My mind knows better than
My body
that longs for your touch
Against the advice of My mind
that remembers how much
Hurt he left behind when he walked out
My body seems to have a damaged short term meomory
or a selective one
It chooses to recall only the only the sugar
the sweet, wet, warm kisses
the hot mad mess
the smiling deep dark eyes
My Mind recalls the before and the after
Remembers when the eyes stopped smiling
And truly became dark
Remembers how the heart
Ached
Remember the sweet perfume
That masked his similar scent
the morning he returned
After that prolonged night
The Mind
The Mother
The Body
The Daughter
The Mother
Protects
The Daughter
