Gemini By Nature
I know you wish you could love me right
But baby you dont know how
I lost myself in you
Forsaking God and all others
Just to be close enough to catch your scent
Sacrificed my body
For you to treat it as you please
bruised insides
raw bleeding knees
All of these things
I did because you said I was beautiful
Them things are dangerous
I wished you could love me right
I tried to stick around
waiting for a change
But see boys
that grow up to be dogs
Dont learn new tricks
I wasted my time
Gemini By Nature
Sometimes I inhale

to escape my reality

knowing if I continue

That I will become just another faceless


But still I puff

and still I choke

loosing the feeling of faith

loosing the feeling of hope

life passing me by with the rising smoke

Dreams drift away

with each drag from the roach



I don't know how it started

but I know how this story ends

taken out by a rolled up friend
Gemini By Nature
Hand in Hand

Baby we stand together

Despite the world's hidden hate

If should fall so will I

We are destined to have the same fate

People are always going to talk

And there is nothing we can do

I could care less

The only trust I need is from you

Love we stand together

With all trials beneath our feet

My steps are isync with yours

For it's the same goal we seek

You have helped me put my past behind me

And eased my mind

Helped me get over things

That I thought could only heal with time

Baby we stand together

Despite my past and yours

You are the only one

That my heart adores

I'll put no one before you

And let no one come before me

My vow has to be more than words

I have to make you see, that

Love we stand together

And though we are hand and hand

You lead me

I'll let you be the man

You are my heart

You make me complete

Together we make a pair

That can't be beat

Baby we belong together
Gemini By Nature
I inhale deep

taking in the reality of my life

.....of my mistakes

....of my regrets

you know the

"what i should have dones"

and the

"if onlys"

I wonder what life would be like

if i had only taken that chance

i exhale

Everything that is not of me

that has been poisoning my body for so long

not caring that i never lived up

to their image of me

I am finally comfortable in my own skin

I am learning to




I am Breathing
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Gemini By Nature
My mind knows better than
My body
that longs for your touch
Against the advice of My mind
that remembers how much
Hurt he left behind when he walked out
My body seems to have a damaged short term meomory
or a selective one
It chooses to recall only the only the sugar
the sweet, wet, warm kisses
the hot mad mess
the smiling deep dark eyes
My Mind recalls the before and the after
Remembers when the eyes stopped smiling
And truly became dark
Remembers how the heart
Remember the sweet perfume
That masked his similar scent
the morning he returned
After that prolonged night
The Mind
The Mother
The Body
The Daughter
The Mother
The Daughter
Gemini By Nature

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Gemini By Nature

I love you blindly

without objection or reason

I'll be here long after tomorrow

far beyond the passing season

my love is strong

but my heart is delicate

I'm the most virtuous woman - proverbs 31:10

you have ever met

along side a man stands a great woman

and here I am strong and tall

to take on the world with you

to take it all

here to embrace your past

to look forward to future plans

here to simply know you

here to understand

to let you know I want to be

more than a woman to you

I want to be your last thought

when you close your eyes to rest

and the one that helps you rise in the morning

that encourages you threw out your day

to do your very best

I want to be that missing piece that makes you whole

the air you breath

the hand that feeds your hungry soul

I want to be

the reality in your dreams

the surprise in your life

that shows you the world

is not always just as it seems

I want to be

the thought that crosses your mind

that brings a smile to you face

and to be where you are

when you go to your peaceful place

I want to be yours

I just want to be

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